wishing

wishing isn't as easy as it sounds maybe but if you work at it you can probably achieve amazing things if you were in Japan or some such place you could go to the shrine toss in a coin ring the bell clap bow and make a wish to really get results (i'm jus making this up) though you might want to do that every day or something well writing out you wishes and here so publicly is a little like that plus wishes are actually thoughts writing them down (at the shrines you can buy boards write your wishes on them hang them on a wishing tree) forces you to try to figure out what they are sort of a dark gleaming globe in my mind's eye something about other people what was it? more like random thoughts looking at the garden wishing i would do more work on my cellar not willing to plunge in even a little or to dreamily picture myself doing it though i do, a little when i think about it maybe wishing, then i would think about it in the morning at the beginning of the week schedule something dreamily thinking about a kind of stepping stone stepping stone stepping stone stepping stone oh, crazy somehow wishing for more definition on the street and also liveliness (as you walk by there's a kind of cave and then a kind of ledge that gives you just a peek into a landscape rocks and wildflowers and beyond that there's a lawn and trees ...) wishing i were in business to be in business? all jumbled up, now what if i bought several large stones and had them delivered large stones large stones large stones large stones wishing i were good at crowdsource funding like a flash smoke then gone because i'm not i suck at it if i write and write will something happen?